My anxiety level is up and down and I’m PMSing a bit..so overall, I’ve been a bit on the depressed side this week. It’s hard to keep the perspective clear - I know what I don’t want, but what I do want I’m afraid to show it/go after it. Alisa says to send her two resumes - one of what I have, and one of what I want to do.. I can spend all day wishful thinking, wishing I hadn’t set myself on the path I am now on, wishing I had stuck to my gut when I declared my major..that’s over 10 years ago. It won’t change anything now. I wish someone had told me work is work and it’s always going to be hard work no matter what, so you might as well work hard towards something you care about.